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About Me

I am 17 years old and I spend all my days in front of the computer. Either that or I busy myself by contemplating about the many mysteries of life and daydreaming. My parents are starting to think that I am anti social outcast because I haven’t been going out to the mall with my friends. And if I ever did go out, they’d think that I was eye balling with someone I’ve met over the net. Every morning, I wake up to the music of Barney which my less than one year old brother watches every single day. Funny thing is, he has about 9 videos yet he watches one same video every day. When I was a child, I was frightened by the thought of a purple dancing dinosaur singing nursery songs and doing African American dance moves. Ironically I am a frustrated singer who happens to be the lead vocalist of a band called Bladder Burst. We once wrote a song about going to the grocery and buying hamburgers with our dog which one day we hope will hit the billboard charts. We constantly dream of having our own album with our first single, “Pop Tarts”, all thanks to the Yahoo Messenger game. In my high school life, I’ve never had a boyfriend yet, I’ve had a “thing” with about 4 guys, all of which (I’m thinking) left me for another girl who is probably much prettier and much funnier, but I tell you she will not laugh at your corny jokes the way that I just fall off my seat cracking up because of them. I love to skateboard. Although I don’t think my pink skateboard loves me. I am one of the most accident prone people you may ever meet. I manage to hit my head every night on the same spot of my bed’s head board. Don’t ask why, I just accidentally hit it. I am a useless Luker. I have not gone back to Luke 18 for about a year. It makes me feel old when I see them because I don’t know how the people I should know. In the whole 16 years of my life I have managed to perfect 3 Filipino Unit Tests and still can’t talk very good Tagalog. Although I like to think I can. I am not the best person to ask advice from because the only thing I’d say would be “that’s wapak” and give you a hug. In my whole life I have finished 2 video games. One would be The Lord of the Rings: Two Towers. I was able to save all of Middle Earth in less than 8 hours on New Years’ Eve. The other would be The Rugrats which is probably the stupidest video game ever made by man. It frustrated me. I once was given the opportunity to play Lady Viola in my 7th Grade’s class rendition of William Shakespeare’s “Twelfth Night”, which in my opinion, I ruined. My voice cracked the moment I opened my mouth to sing “On My Own.” We ranked three out of three. I am in a bi-section class who of course are just kidding around, yet at one point I begin to think that they’re taking lesbianism seriously. Every lunch time we turn off the lights and turn our classroom into a disco by dancing to the sounds of “Get Busy” by Sean Paul or “Ignition (Remix)” by R. Kelly with our ever so famous Belle Daza step. People think that I am some kind of a fool for wanting to go to Enchanted Kingdom every night. My love for Enchanted Kingdom has no boundaries and I would live there if I could. I think it is the happiest place on earth. I once ate so much tacos and popcorn that I ended up with my head inside the trash can after riding the Space Shuttle for the first time. I admit that I have a bad fashion sense which makes me look stupid when I go out with the Aysees. I like wearing caps and rubber shoes. When I bought my first and only skirt, my friends and family members congratulated me. I once wore my skirt to my review class and my friends just looked at me in a weird way. My friends and I act like ditzes sometimes and we plan to go to the mall all together and enter all the stores to scare away its costumers. I have managed to reach a score of 412 playing a Japanese internet dating game called Hirara. And no one has beaten that score. I am a hard core Spurs fan, who dreams of getting married to Manu Ginobili with Krispy Kreme donuts as the desert for our wedding. Now that’s wapak!

July 24th, 2004

my first entry as a 17 year old... with special call outs!

Posted by fumoon at 10:19 AM on July 24, 2004.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAISSA AND THOMAS!!!!

thank you for all your greetings, kisses, hugs and for those who came to my party, thanks!

rawr.

today was better than expected. started the day with God and i will end it with God again. rawr. i love this day because of certain things but i still feel kind of, well, sad because of certain things as well. some of you will get confused with this. hehe.. maybe most of you won't even understand what i'll write. but i'll write it anyway. tehre are gonna be lots of "you's". mercedes and marla i bet you, you know the first 2 people. HAHA.

i didn't see you today. actually, i realized today that i don't have feelings for you anymore. as sir rodriguez would say, "learn what you have to then let go!" i've learned everything i have learned. seeing you move on makes me happy. it tells me to move on as well. so here i am. moving on.

i saw someone i haven't seen for such a long time. and OMG i think i'm falling for you again. that's just SO wrong. well, maybe not. but i don't know. we'll just have to see.. rawr. It’s just that feeling.. ugh. You know? When you like someone then you don’t see him for a long time you stop liking him. Then you see him again? Rawr.

SIR JA GAVE ME A BIRTHDAY GIFT. oh my gulay. rawr. HAHA! nicole, shut up. ok, shutting up now. time for my call outs!

sir kiko - thanks so much for the letter!! and thanks for greeting me! too bad you weren't able to make it to my birthday!! we would've all wanted to see you again!!!

brill - too bad you weren't able to make it either!! but thanks so much for all the greetings!! hehe.. take care old fart!!

tami ledesma - thanks for being the last to greet me advanced happy birthday at 12 midnight. i don't understand if i shoudl count that as being first to greet me happy birthday. hehe.. and thanks for coming to my party. i had fun with you around.

miguel jayme - my beloved procopio!!! thanks oh so much for being the first to call to greet me happy birthday and taking revenge on my 5 am call!!! hehe... i really appreciated it!!!

annie anceno - thanks so much for the gift! you'll be seeing me wear it to school on monday!!!! i labshoo!! i know you had fun during my birthday!! hehe..

alfred - i wouldn't have expected you to remember!! hehe.. wrap *toot* as a birthday gift? SURE!!! hahahaha...

mica gabriel - my ever so loving best friend!! thanks so much for the cake and the *toot* balloon!! haha.. it looks sick dood. but i really appreciate you spending the day with me (or at least most of it). i love you best friend!!!! i am so grateful to have someone like you around!

polly - second person who called to greet me happy birthday and one of the first to text! thanks so much! and thanks for coming to my party!! i labshoo!!!

geelo - naxx! one of the first people to greet me! thank you my young padawan!!! hehe...

kaye ang - thanks for the birthday greeting!!

ginjie - thank you for the birthday hug!! and of course, thank you for the chocolate treats!! *wink wink*

tim - rawr! thanks for not forgetting about my birthday!!! hehe.. too bad you guys weren't able to make it! you owe me a gift and pasalubong!!!

andie - thanks for the greeting! did you go to school to get the payment of the UA&P forms? sorry! i was in mass until 7!!

tara - thanks for the greetings tarapotpot!! where were you? i didn't see you in my party!!! rawr!

rhiza - thanks for the greeting!! oh and are you trying to make me a girly girl? haha.. thanks for the gift and for dropping off my guitar in my house.

ysa - thanks for greeting me and for the erm, make up ba yun? haha. di ko alam kung ano yun eh. basta something for the lips. cheer up ysa! i'm sure it's not all about physical appearance! i love ya!

luisito - thanks for the birthday greeting! i missed you today vj utt!

marc carbonell - thanks for remembering! touched ako!!

camille and andro - do you guys come in pairs? hehe.. tell rin candy thank you for coming!!

pepe and camimi rock!

kassie - i labshoo kassie! thanks for the birthday greetingS! i missed you today!!! but don't worry you have a loot bag with joey!!

i love you dear! thanks for all the letting me vent times!

celina - thanks for the greeting! i want my 2nd year notes back!

pia - aww!! thanks so much for the call and the little kwentos!!! i labshoo and i miss you oh so so much!!! rawr!

jiza - thanks for coming and sharing your voice with us. ikaw siguro may kasalanan na may mga taong di nakarating. HAHA! thanks for singing me the song, a great 1st meeting in MTB and making my birthday special.

maika best friend - thanks for the greeting! i love you maika best friend!

leandro - fcbf!! or should i say cf na? thanks for the birthday greeting! you were one of the first!!! i missed you today!!! rawr! take care!

boogie!!!! OMG. thanks SO much for the morning greeting! it made me smile, superly thanks!!! thanks for helping me start my day right! and thanks for the gift!!

waleza - rawr! thanks for the greeting!!!

nikolas - my number one!!! thanks so much for the CLAY (who apparantly was not able to make it.) matching shoes! hehe.. thanks so much for coming! rawr!! you will forever be my number one. *wink wink*

dan lee - i miss you best buddy!! rawr!! thanks for the birthday greeting!!! i love you dear!!

berns - thanks for the birthday greetings!

vinci - i missed you today!! hehe.. thanks for the greeting dood!! i hope you feel better now!!

see ya soon!

benny - wow! you remembered! thanks for the greeting!!

vicka - rawr. mint was there. haha! take care! thanks for the greeting!!

sj - thanks for the greeting pepsi!

vada - wow vadaski! you got it right this time!!! thanks for greeting me my lab!! hehe...

"it's someone's birthday today.."

gian - rawr! i missed you today! thanks lolo!

crissy castillo - thanks for the greeting!!

manong ton ton - thanks for the greeting! you remembered! you're not so old!! hehe..

bear - i love you bear! may loot bag ka with pau!! i miss you so so much!!! maraming salamat sa iyong pagbati sa akin ngayong kaarawan ko.

get well soon ha! the class can't do without you.

ninang gik - thanks for the erm, picture of bamboo. hehe..

bryan - you dope! i am so mad at you! you said you'd come to my party! rawr you! rawr you! haha.. thanks for the greeting though!!

ben abela - thanks for the early greeting cousin! i labshoo!

bogie - thanks for the greeting!!

kara - thanks kara alfonso!!! hehe..

bea li!!!!! thanks so much for remembering inay! i really appreciate it!!! i miss you so much!!! promise i'll visit you soon!!!! rawr!! take care!!

alex - magpagaling ka na. mahirap magkasakit. yan ang natutunan ko sa clusivol. i labshoo mommy/baby star!!! take care and thanks for the greeting!!

Ralf – r to the alfy!! Thanks for the birthday greetings!

Amil – thanks for remembering my birthday!! I hope you’re feeling a little better now.

Anton Fernandez – thanks for remembering my birthday!!! Haha! Buti ka pa you remembered!! Haha… hmm… sayang you didn’t get to go to the party!! Fun fun fun!

Sha my soulmate!!! Aww.. you didn’t come! Sayang!!! I missed you! Thanks for the birthday greeting and good luck for your competition. Hehe… Ü

Miko Jao – thanks for the greeting! And thanks for trying to come. 

Big Little brother RG! My party missed a batman! Haha.. malabong nandun si robin at wala si batman!! Oh well!! Thanks for the greeting!! I hope to see you soon!!!! Get well soon!

Mercedes Salazar – yes yes, in everything I do I should be ahead. Haha.. thanks for the birthday greeting! And thanks for coming to my party! Until the next refresher…

Valerie – thanks for being Donya Bal for the night. Hehe…

Kring – too bad you weren’t able to make it!!! Thanks for the greeting though! Hehe..

Jaymi – thanks for greeting me!! 

Binky – thanks for greeting me!!! hehe.. I didn’t know you’d remember!

Teej – haha! I have an idea on how you know it’s my birthday. Hehe.. thanks for the greeting!!

Katrina Pacheco – I expect to see you in Power Plant soon. Haha! Thanks for the greeting. 

Bea Puyat – thanks for the greeting!! I miss you!!

Jamie and Cesco – thanks so much for coming!!!

Kat – mommy!! Thanks for the greeting. 

Aiza – thanks for remembering!! Hehe…

Mara Llanera – thank you for trying to be the last one to greet me. hehe!!

Mara Banson – thanks for being the last to greet me!! naxx.. special!

Mercedes – thanks for coming! I promise, we WILL go out one of these days! I miss you dopes so so much!!!

Marla – that goes for you too Marla!!

Mimic and Bobbie – thanks for greeting me! hehe.. 

Thanks you to those who went:
Tanya, Crissy, Annie, Mercedes, Nelle, Ginjie, Valerie, Fran, Tami, Ysa, Belle Rhiza, Amanda, Raule, Paeng, Pau, Yumi, Cat, Jiza, Anaissa, Camimi, Andro, Candy, Cesco, EJ, Gino, Jian, Miguel, Samboy, Boogie, Dan, Carlo, Nikolas, Maita, Maiqui, Arta, Polly, Casey, Roanna, Joey, Merc and Marla..

Other call outs: thank you to the soccer team!! Especially those who actually went down!! Maia, Mikee, Keena, Stefi, Marga, Mary and those who signed the poster Mikee made. Hehe.. thank you to SLC!! I love you all so much!! Hannah, Yumi, Pau, Jiza, Cat, Vea, Mica, Gabs, Cata, Boleng, Paulyn, Nicole Lee, Abbey, Dimpoy, Meg, Paeng, Ner.. Thank you MK!!! Paeng, Pau, Mica, Raya, Kring, Tracy, Luis, Bear, Ner, Yumi, Jiza, Cat.. thank you MTB!! I don’t know all of you yet so I won’t put your names anymore. Hehe…

Dear God,
Thanks you for such wonderful people who helped make my 17th birthday extra special. Thank you for my giving me loving parents who are so caring and patient with me. Thank you for blessing me with 17 wonderful years. I love you. You rock!
Nicole

My 17 list of things I thank God for:
1. My family
2. The Aysees
3. MK
4. My stars
5. The soccer team
6. My MTB family
7. My teachers
8. My SLC family
9. My batch
10. My friends who don’t fit into any of the other categories (hehe)
11. My Luke 18 and YSA family
12. My school
13. My camera and phone (haha!)
14. Mica. my bestest friend! i love you!
15. The A and N boys of Ateneo (naxx! Special mention kayong lahat!)
16. My number one!!! (naxx.. special number ka! Haha..)
17. And of course.. my LIFE. Ü

Things to add to my list of names:
If you call me Neekol, you are Peesha..
If you call me Nikki, you are Rhiza..
If you call me Nikawl, you are Bong..
If you call me Ana, you are Lili..
If you call me Gregarious or Vonderful, you are Mayumi..
If you call me my Luke angel, you are Miguel Jayme who is the the only procopio who greeted me on my birthday. The three others completely forgot! Those dumb butts!
If you call me Cole, you are G..

Haay… I had fun last night. Thanks you goiys! Even though part of me thinks that something or someone was missing, I had a great time. 

Something's missing and i don't know how to fix it.. Something's missing and i don't know what it is at all..

you gotta give credit to John Mayer. he rocks. it's like he knows what i feel.

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jess_borlongan

Comment posted on July 25th, 2004 at 05:45 AM

wala bang thank you to me for greeting you THE MOST in the whole entire year!?? haha! grabe ah! i feel so unappreciated! haha

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borrowedheaven

Comment posted on July 24th, 2004 at 02:54 PM

Nicki! awww thanks for that special shout out! you know i wouldve killed to be in your party, but im so sure you had a blast! thanks for saving me a bag! ;-) love you nic, enjoy being 17!