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About Me

I am 17 years old and I spend all my days in front of the computer. Either that or I busy myself by contemplating about the many mysteries of life and daydreaming. My parents are starting to think that I am anti social outcast because I haven’t been going out to the mall with my friends. And if I ever did go out, they’d think that I was eye balling with someone I’ve met over the net. Every morning, I wake up to the music of Barney which my less than one year old brother watches every single day. Funny thing is, he has about 9 videos yet he watches one same video every day. When I was a child, I was frightened by the thought of a purple dancing dinosaur singing nursery songs and doing African American dance moves. Ironically I am a frustrated singer who happens to be the lead vocalist of a band called Bladder Burst. We once wrote a song about going to the grocery and buying hamburgers with our dog which one day we hope will hit the billboard charts. We constantly dream of having our own album with our first single, “Pop Tarts”, all thanks to the Yahoo Messenger game. In my high school life, I’ve never had a boyfriend yet, I’ve had a “thing” with about 4 guys, all of which (I’m thinking) left me for another girl who is probably much prettier and much funnier, but I tell you she will not laugh at your corny jokes the way that I just fall off my seat cracking up because of them. I love to skateboard. Although I don’t think my pink skateboard loves me. I am one of the most accident prone people you may ever meet. I manage to hit my head every night on the same spot of my bed’s head board. Don’t ask why, I just accidentally hit it. I am a useless Luker. I have not gone back to Luke 18 for about a year. It makes me feel old when I see them because I don’t know how the people I should know. In the whole 16 years of my life I have managed to perfect 3 Filipino Unit Tests and still can’t talk very good Tagalog. Although I like to think I can. I am not the best person to ask advice from because the only thing I’d say would be “that’s wapak” and give you a hug. In my whole life I have finished 2 video games. One would be The Lord of the Rings: Two Towers. I was able to save all of Middle Earth in less than 8 hours on New Years’ Eve. The other would be The Rugrats which is probably the stupidest video game ever made by man. It frustrated me. I once was given the opportunity to play Lady Viola in my 7th Grade’s class rendition of William Shakespeare’s “Twelfth Night”, which in my opinion, I ruined. My voice cracked the moment I opened my mouth to sing “On My Own.” We ranked three out of three. I am in a bi-section class who of course are just kidding around, yet at one point I begin to think that they’re taking lesbianism seriously. Every lunch time we turn off the lights and turn our classroom into a disco by dancing to the sounds of “Get Busy” by Sean Paul or “Ignition (Remix)” by R. Kelly with our ever so famous Belle Daza step. People think that I am some kind of a fool for wanting to go to Enchanted Kingdom every night. My love for Enchanted Kingdom has no boundaries and I would live there if I could. I think it is the happiest place on earth. I once ate so much tacos and popcorn that I ended up with my head inside the trash can after riding the Space Shuttle for the first time. I admit that I have a bad fashion sense which makes me look stupid when I go out with the Aysees. I like wearing caps and rubber shoes. When I bought my first and only skirt, my friends and family members congratulated me. I once wore my skirt to my review class and my friends just looked at me in a weird way. My friends and I act like ditzes sometimes and we plan to go to the mall all together and enter all the stores to scare away its costumers. I have managed to reach a score of 412 playing a Japanese internet dating game called Hirara. And no one has beaten that score. I am a hard core Spurs fan, who dreams of getting married to Manu Ginobili with Krispy Kreme donuts as the desert for our wedding. Now that’s wapak!
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Entries for May, 2004

May 18th, 2004

for trina my babalet partner

Posted by fumoon at 09:07 PM on May 18, 2004.

this is for trina my babalet partner. sabi niya kasi wala na akong bagon entry. first and last na yung huli. kaya ito. may bago. hahaha...

BLUE!!!!! i love you!!! or at least i'm falling for you.... even if i was hurt.

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May 24th, 2004

HAPPY DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Posted by fumoon at 09:19 PM on May 24, 2004.

I SAW MARIA BEATRIZ ANGELA LIWANAG TODAY!!!!!! I AM SO DAMN HAPPY!!!!

I woke up at around 10:30 today, did some reading then took a bath. I ate lunch then ran to the bank to get some money. I was late for class (so what's new?) and I saw Vea!! She's sitting in until Friday. Yey! I've missed her SO much and I have SO much kwento for her.

In the middle of the stupid abstract reasoning test my phone rang. Tanya was calling just to ask me what room Ahead was in. So I asked permission to go to the toilet. Then I called her up. I entered the toilet then when I was going out guess who I saw! TIC, CRIC AND TAC. Those fools sneaked into Ateneo Law School just to say hi.

It was hilarious! vea entered the toilet then mica gabs then merc then ginj. i told boogie to go knock in the women's toilet but the dook didn't! haha... it was SO funny i tell you.

I went back to class and had 5 minutes left to answer about 15 more numbers. ho humm, but i guess it was worth it. haha... i've missed crissy so much!!! i mean i see tanya and tami but not crissy. haha!! it wasn't exactly cutting classes anyway. haha!

in the middle of the general info part i get another call from tanya. i answered it while taking the test. but the teacher looked at me right when i reply "who?" to tanya's question: "guess who we saw!" or something like that. i thought she saw her happy crush or something. haha!

then after the test i saw tanya's message that said ilaw was in power plant. i was like, OH MY!!! and i called her up. tears filled my eyes i swear!!! i was so excited that i told everyone in class. i was jumping up and down all happy. i couldn't wait to get out of class!!!!!!!!

we had a game. and we super rushed that game i tell you. i was SO excited. i missed her SO much!!!!!!!

while i was walking down the stairs i talked to *toot* (class crush). OH MY!!! we live in the same street!! he asked where i lived and he told me that we were neighbors!!!! imagine how happy my day is today!!!!!!

i walked to power plant with merc and baba. i was so jumpy and hyper!!!! i was SO excited to see bea i swear! so so jumpy!!!! i'd ask people every 5 minutes, where's bea?

we met up with crissy, tami and tic. then we saw sila anjie, samboy, riggs and rog. i waved to anjie! haha... haven't seen her since the prom. haha!! and i saw EX luke crush. haha!!! he's so dark. haha! wapak! and i saw jian who wanted to kill me (water espionage) haha!!!! but he didn't have a water gun. i did!

i bought 2 new cd's!!! i'm SO happy! i bought will young and jami cullum! man i've been waiting for jamie cullum for SO long already!!! haha! they FINALLY had it!! and i was so tired cause tic and i ran up the going down escalator. haha... it's tiring i tell you. TIRING.

anyway, i finally met up with beali, beia, tracy and mica gabs. mico was there!!! mico is my BOYFRIEND!!! we have a picture to prove it!! hehe...

it was so great seeing beali today!!! i can't explain how happy i was!!!!!!!!!!! even if it was just 20 minutes or something. i was still SO SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!! sayang brill isn't here. we wanted to visit her together. ho humm... SUCKS TO BE YOU BRILL! haha... SO SO happy!!!!!!!!

it was time for ilaw to go. her mom told us to pray for bea so we can go out again. of course i'm gonna pray for bea!!!!!! she's getting her results tomorrow. pray that it's all good!!!!!

and so... tic and i were walking around the mall. since tami left already. haha. oh! i saw andrew escaler!!! boy i haven't seen him for such a long time! benjamin kasi eh! you didn't tell me your brother's back!!! hehe... i saw a bunch of older lukers. but hey, i missed andrew so much!!!!!

anyway, it was time to go home and i couldn't leave tic. so she got picked up in my house. when i got home there was krispy kreme!!!!!! so tic and i ate them. haha, and i was able to stack the x's of my tic tac toe thing. something that tic was NOT able to do. HA!

when tic left i started chatting and i started on this entry. haha... oh did i mention that i saw my BOYFRIEND today? his name's mico. i'll put his picture here soon. hehe... we took a pictures together. i love mico!!!! he's SO cute!!! haha....

i was chatting with Yumi today. haha. she told me to make a tabula. which i already have. haha! doi! i never really update there. nakakatamad eh. so for the sake of yumi i am updating there. yack! kilig ka yumi? lam ko namang crush mo ako eh. oh by the way i saw VON kanina!!!!!! wahahahahaha! i didn't get to say hi though.

so here i am writing this entry and chatting. i love you ilaw!!!!! i am SO SO happy to have seen you today!!!! whatever happens tomorrow is all up to GOD. believe in Him and everything will be OKAY! i love you!!!!!!!!!

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May 25th, 2004

Posted by fumoon at 11:47 AM on May 25, 2004.

after my beautiful entry about the happiest day of my summer last night, i started reading other people blogs and posts. wah!!! i read one girl's post and well, it got me into deep thinking again. so many things in her post reminded me of someone. so many things happening to this girl happened to me too.

so many things i regret with HIM (no not blue, no not luke boy. the one in between them). i kept thinking what if this and that happened instead of this other this and that? i guess we really weren't meant to be.

no matter how hard we, rather i, tried to make it work nothing happened. why is that? because probably we took everything too fast without really getting to know each other.

moving on... i started reading my old blogs about him. i realized how pathetic i was. i saw how much of a fool i was to have thought that it was going to work when i knew all along that nothing was going to happen. from the day we met to the day we broke everything off, we weren't meant to be. there were no real sparks between us.

all i wish now is that i can still talk to him like i used to. you know, just make kwento. be friends. i hate it when i get "ilang" when someone. i don't want to avoid him. i want to be friends. that's it.

being crushless and happy is fun!!! really!!! your mind is free!! haha! ang labo. but you know, it's all good. i can stop being senti and i can just go on thinking about what i can do the rest of the summer. i can stop wishing that he felt the same way. i can start thinking about serendipity and destiny without a certain someone in mind.

unrequited love is such a wonderful thing! sure it makes you feel all bad and shit but hey! they're all good. i mean, it makes you realize things. so now i am waiting for that one guy who will make me happy. you should try it, it's fun.

geek!

Posted by fumoon at 05:15 PM on May 25, 2004.

This is it. Here we go. Bea Liwanag's bone marrow test results are going to be out soon. I'm scared of the results. I'm hoping that they're good. No one has sent me a text message about it yet. I'm getting really scared.

Mayumi Mortel!!!!! Prepaid rin naman ako ah. Haha!!! You always stop texting back naman when it's me eh. Just because i'm not Von. hahaha!! Peace!

Jamie Cullum is my new crush. But i'm still happy and crushless because it's not really counted as a crush crush cause he's a celebrity. Same goes for happy crush. Hehe...

These are the days that I’ve been missing
Give me the taste, give me the joy of some wine

These are the days that bring new meaning
I feel the stillness of the sun and I feel fine

Sometimes when the nights are closing early
I remember you and I start to smile

Even though now you don’t want to know me
I get on by, and I go the extra mile

These are the times when love and meaning,
ice of the heart, melted away and found the light

These are the days of endless dreaming
Troubles of life, floating away like a bird in flight
These are the days

I thought you said our love would last forever
Believing that the tears would end for good

I told you that we’d get through any weather
Maybe that didn’t work out, but we did the best we could

These are the days that I’ve been missing
Give me the taste give me the joy of some wine

These are the days that bring new meaning
I feel the stillness of the sun and I feel fine

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Posted by fumoon at 05:45 PM on May 25, 2004.

hector2
Your champion is Hector. He is the best fighter in
all of Troy, and the best man perhaps in all
the known world. His code is simple, and he
lives by it. Honor the gods, love your woman,
and defend your country. He was loved by all
who knew him, truly knew him, and even him that
slew him had to accord him certain respects.
But though it is perhaps his greatest skill, he
is haunted by the horror of war, and does not
seek it. Do not be troubled, he does not shy
away, but he knows it too well to have his word
overlooked. Don't make that mistake. Your
greatest weakness is that you love all things
honorable, all things virtuous, and all things
which you owe allegiance perhaps too much. You
are always torn between them, always making one
to suffer for your choices. This is perhaps the
root of your covert disdain for the gods'
power. You are the best at whatever you do, be
it as a soldier, husband, brother, son, father,
or prince. Your death was not of your own
making, but rather of Patroclus. It matters
not, however, to Achilles. Even still, you
faced your fate with honor, and those that you
loved loved you back. You were granted the
proper burial rights. I wish I could think of a
way you wouldn't have to die, but I thought
about it and there wasn't, without yielding all
those virtues that made you a hero in the first
place. But regardless of your doom, you are an
immortal now, with a name echoing across the
ages of men. Of all the champions of the
battle, you were the leader that was worthy of
being followed.


The Day There Truly Were a Lot of Fish in the Sea: Select Your Champion of Troy
brought to you by Quizilla

geek!

Posted by fumoon at 09:25 PM on May 25, 2004.

i erased some parts. but this conversation just shocked me.

hey!!
hey!!

it would be so rude to pretend to know you...
i am from AC.
you?
i'm from ateneo
what year are you?
haha! it's okay noh!ü
i'm an incoming senior
and you?
same, what's your last name?
sarmiento
you?
*he tells me his last name*

so what you up to this summer?
actually, it's not summer na
haha

i have review classes hehe

you?
yeah, me too, i'm aking also, where are you taking?
ahead
with one of your classmates

*i tell him his classmates name*


oh, you're a friend of *classmate's name* pala
yup
which ahead?
where?
err, would you like to do me a favor?
ahead in ateneo law school
what's that?
haha


haha! how'd you know maika?
err... it's funny really
i have no idea
we're just "best friends"
i think it's because we have common friends
but you haven't seen her?
of course i have
*some dood's name* ahaha!
i even have pictures with her
*some dood's name*
oh, you should have taken expert with us, it's really fun
our class is really magulo
i haven't learned anything since the first day
haha
who's in expert? i live in makati.
hey err, what about *some dood's name*?
do you know *some dood's name*?
sila maika
err yes i know *some dood's name*
why are you asking about *some dood's name*?
did you have anything with him?
err hehe
what do you mean?
did you have a thing with him? cause i think he had a girl from ac before and i think her name is nicole
i'm not so sure though
how did you know about his thing with a girl?
my friend told me
cause *some dood's name*'s my friend too
that's nice.
have you watched troy?
i liked it
it's like a greek version of LOTR
so are you that girl?
nope
hehe
yeah, i think that's you!
haha
ü
i am watching shrek on thursday
me? i don't think i'm that girl
it's really funny!
who's this *some dood's name* dood?
haha!! it's you!!ü
hahaha... i was just kidding
err yes i know *some dood's name*
yes it was me
haha
WAS me

geek!

bladder burst, err out of the blue, needs your help

Posted by fumoon at 10:32 PM on May 25, 2004.

ola! first on the agenda! we were thinking of a new name. "Out of the Blue". what do you think? or shall we stick with bladder burst?

next, we have a new member. trina lorenzana. yehey! congratulate her people!!!!!!!

err, we need a percussionist and a manager. not a real manager. just someone sociable enough and can stand our fickle minds and kulitness. someone who can get us gigs even if they're gigs we're doing for free basta gigs. haha!!

we also need some "sponsors". haha! people who wanna donate food. haha... err... haha!! actually no, we need groupies. we don't really need them. ahaha. and roadies too. if there's a difference. hahaa!!!

thank you for your time and patience.

geek!

This is dedicated to Joey Cullum, my LOVE!

Posted by fumoon at 10:56 PM on May 25, 2004.

this is for my new love. haay....

What A Difference A Day Made
What a difference a day made, twenty four little hours
Bought the sun and the flowers where there used to be rain
My yesterday was blue dear
Today I'm a part of you dear
My lonely nights are through dear
Since you said you were mine
Oh, what a difference a day made
There's a rainbow before me
Skies above can't be stormy since that moment of bliss
That thrilling kiss
It's heaven when you find romance on your menu
What a difference a day made
And the difference is you, is you

Singin' In The Rain
I'm singing in the rain
Just singing in the rain
What a glorious feeling
I'm happy again
I'm laughing at clouds
So dark up above
The sun's in my heart
And I'm ready for love
For love
Let the stormy clouds chase
Everyone from the place
Come on with the rain
I've a smile on my face
I'll walk down the lane
With a happy refrain
Singing, singing in the rain
In the rain.

I'm singing in the rain
Just singing in the rain
What a glorious feeling
I'm happy again
I walk down the lane
With a happy refrain
I'm singing, singing in the rain
In the rain
In the rain

Twentysomething
After years of expensive education,
a car full of books and anticipation,
I’m an expert on Shakespeare and that’s a hell of a lot but the world don't need scholars as much as I thought.

Maybe I'll go travelling for a year,
finding myself or start a career.
I could work for the poor though I’m hungry for fame
we all seem so different but we're just the same.

Maybe I'll go to the gym, so I don't get fat,
are things more easy with a tight six pack?
Who knows the answers? Who do you trust?
I can't event separate love from lust.

Maybe I’ll move back home and pay off my loans,
working nine to five answering phones.
Don't make me live for my friday nights,
drinking eight pints and getting in fights.

I don't want to get up, just let me lie in,
leave me alone, I'm a twenty something.

Maybe I'll just fall in love that could solve it all,
philosophers say that that’s enough,
there surely must be more.

Love ain’t the answer nor is work,
the truth alludes me so much it hurts.
But I’m still having fun and I guess that's the key,
a twenty something and I'll keep being me.

I’m a twenty something.
Let me lie in, Leave me alone.
I’m a twenty something.

I Get A Kick Out Of You
I get no kick from champagne
Mere alcohol doesn't thrill me at all
So tell me why should it be true
That I get a kick out of you

Some get their kicks from cocaine
I'm sure that if I took even one sniff
That would bore me terrifically too
That I get a kick out of you

I get a kick every time I see you standing there before me
I get a kick though it's clear to me that you obviously do not adore me

I get no kick in a plane
Flying too high with some gal in the sky
Is my idea of nothing to do
But I get a kick out of you

I get no kick from champagne
Mere alcohol doesn't thrill me at all
So tell me why should it be true
That I get a kick out of you

Some get their kicks from cocaine
I'm sure that if I took even one sniff
That would bore me terrifically too
That I get a kick out of you

I get a kick every time I see you standing there before me
I get a kick though it's clear to me that you obviously do not adore me

I get no kick in a plane
Flying too high with some gal in the sky
Is my idea of nothing to do
But I get a kick
She gives me a boot
I get a kick out of you

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May 26th, 2004

frustrated...

Posted by fumoon at 11:27 AM on May 26, 2004.

err, i will SOON die of FRUSTRATION!!!! how the hell do you put that tag board?! please somebody teach me. i hate this, it's so FRUSTRATING!!!

yumi, game na ako for trumpets!!!!! haha... anong class ba? dance shit siya diba? oo dance yan kasi nung sumali ako nandun rin siya eh. same time yung classes namin pero ako acting. hahaha!!! crush ako ni yumi. move over VON.

wahahahaha!!! that's it. someone please teach me how to put a tag board. you wouldn't want to see my dead corpse in front of my computer soon, now would you?

let me just share that i have no idea what images i attach whenever i attach. haha! i just choose a picture without knowing who are what is there and attach. wahahaha!

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this is dedicated to Mayumi Mortel

Posted by fumoon at 06:59 PM on May 26, 2004.

bad trip mehn!!!!! di ko talaga ma lagay yang buisit na tagboard. ano nanaman ginawa ko? wow ang sarap mag lagay sa tagboard mo!!! wahahahahaha!!!!

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I SAW BEALI AGAIN!!!

Posted by fumoon at 08:01 PM on May 26, 2004.

Today before going to review classes I passe by AC to KILL CORINNA. Ack! Raquel got to her first. 20 points lang mehn. And Paolo said our team is now 4th place. Haha! Oh well.

I saw Roanna!! BOY I'VE MISSED HER SO MUCH! Oh and of course, I saw MIMIC!!!! hehe.... The gods think that I am destined to be with Mimic. Haha! And she knows why!!! Wahaha!

I then went to Rockwell. Haha! I was late. But it was SO worth it!!!! When I got there, guess who was in the entrance signing his name!!! OH YEAH! it was class crush!!!! OMG!!!! I was SO happy. haha!! We talked from the entrance to the classroom. I found out today that his kabarkada is my friend. OH YEAH!!!

Man, the class was SO boring kanina!! Boogie brought a pillow and Vea moved seats. I don't think she could concentrate with me sitting near her. WAHAHAHA!!!

Anyway, so there. We had four hours of freakin' math!!!!! DAMN MEHN!!! So after class Trina, Amil and I went down and decided to go to the mall.

Bad trip! Guess who we saw as we were walking to Power Plant. We saw ORANGE... SMOKING!!!!!!! Bad trip mehn! Turn off. But hey, it's actually all good. I mean, he's still orange. Hehe!!!!

We went to Picture Company to get some of my brother's pictures. Then we went to O cause Amil wanted to buy the LOTR DVD but they only had the VCD. Haha! And oh, I saw peesha (err, special mention).

Amil left and so Trina and I walked around. Then some dood said nicole and waved at me. I was SO shocked!! I didn't know who it was!!!! I didn't want to be rude naman, so I said hi back. HAHA!

Trina said maybe it was Butch. Lia's Butch. But then I don't remember how he looked like. So you know, I called Uniz and that dook wasn't answering. So as Trina and I were walking we saw Lia and Butch together. PHEW! That answered my question.

So i shouted from the 2nd floor to the 1st floor: "LIA!!!!" Then someone shouted back at me: "NICOLE!!!!" IT WAS BEA!!!! i got all jumpy and hyper again in the mall that I RAN!!!! Trina stopped me though cause she was in a skirt in heels. What a time to wear heels man!!!

Anyway, so there. We met up with Bea and Miguel (YIHEE!!!). HAHA! Then, Trina had to leave and my driver was there so we went to Seattle's Best and I dropped all my stuff in the car. Then I went back to Bea and Migz. It was so nice!! We were a happy family again!!! haha! but they had to leave because Bea had to go home early.

So, off I went. Going around the mall. I wanted to buy a new CD. i wanted to get Joss Stone's CD but unfortunately they didn't have it. I was so bored in the mall that I walked around talking on the cellphone. I called Dino. I just wanted to tell him about my GREAT day!

On my way to San Antonio my phone ran out of credit!!! Haha! We must've talked for about 12 minutes. HAHA!! Well, I was bored. So I got to San Antonio bought this and that then went home.

Man! What a great day i've had!!! I've come to a conclusion that every time I talk to Orange I see BeaLi. So I SHOULD ALWAYS talk to him. HAHA!! So that's it.

Mayumi Mortel, tell me when we're going to watch a Trumpets show okay? I need to fix my schedule. WAPAK!
Currently listening to: What A Difference A Day Made - Jamie Cullum
Currently reading: Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban
Currently feeling: accomplished

geek!

May 27th, 2004

BEALI!!!

Posted by fumoon at 11:11 AM on May 27, 2004.

Bea Liwanag is all good!!!!! They've found bone marrows that matched with hers!!!!! THANK GOD!!!!!

it's American Idol now and well, i'm waiting for the winner!!!!! hahahaha!!!!! GO DIANA!!!!

geek!

gago ulol putang ina mo

Posted by fumoon at 11:25 PM on May 27, 2004.

i woke up and did my usually stuff. take a bath, do some reading and all that shit. i turned on my computer and started listening to Jamie Cullum. I thought there were classes today actually. Haha! i don't know why. labo anyway... fast forward...

after lunch i went here to chat. then my mom enters and sends me out because she was going to have a meeting here. so i went out and annoyed everyone at home. my mom's secretary got so annoyed that she told me that it was 245, i should be leaving already if i was going to mee my friends at 3 in gb3. so off i went to dress up.

i got to gb3 met up with boogie in the movie house and saw some sophies. then we went to mix and met up with nelle, crissy, tami and tic. walked around then went off to mcdo to visit belle daza. she looked happy to see us i guess. haha! she's known as ISABELLE there. haha!! nice one belle!! it's was nice seeing her again!!

then we went to the movie house and watched shrek 2. it was so funny!!! i was SO hyper. roanna and i had 2 seats each. haha!! it was fun. haha.... dan layug left early (with my reviewer). haha!! puss is SO cute!!!!

we walked around greenbelt for a while and bumped into beia, april and tracy. hehe.. boogie borrowed my jacket. it was SO funny!! it was too small for him. hahaha! so he returned it to me. i didn't have enough money to buy new shoes so err, i just stared at them. haha. ho humm...

then they decided to eat in cafe bola. boogie left. it was SO funny. we kept on telling tanya that happy crush was there!! haha! she kept on looking naman!! kudos to roanna for being the best actress among all of us. haha!!! it took them so long to get to bubba gump. you should read tanya's LJ, i bet it's more exciting there. (www.livejournal.com/users/tany_)

after eating dinner, we (roanna, tic, cric, tac and i) went to bubba gump for desert. waiting for the Uy's!! haha... pero pasimple lang of course. we were there for the mud pie of course! (boy i hope nikki doesn't read this! haha!) and we said it was tic's birthday! hilarious! we even have pictures!!!! hahaha!!! we made a giraffe out of the mud pie. haha... there. and i paid for desert. wahaha! wapak!

my dad arrived so crissy and i had to go. i said bye to tita amy and to TITO PHILIP ang guapo niya talaga mehn!!!!!! SHET! haha... wala lang. kilig mehn. i didn't get to say hi to nikki though. haha... tita amy was funny. she was like, "is it really tanya's birthday?" haha!

then i got home and cric and i were hanging out a little. then she left and now i'm here. haha. let me just say that I HATE YOU DAN LAYUG. i can't study. putang ina talaga!!!!! i hate yoU!!!!! argh... i need to review man.

oh and i found out today that one of my friends is classmates with this really HOT guy in her review class. hehe... wuhoo!!! guapo mehn!! but you know what sucks? this friend of mine had to remind me of my PAST today. wahahaha!!!

so that's my day. haha!!! i bet you i left out some things. i can't really concetrate. sorry. hehe...

here are SOME pictures....

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May 28th, 2004

The Law of the Seed

Posted by fumoon at 09:43 AM on May 28, 2004.

I got this email from Manong Ton-ton. It's really nice and interesting.

Take a look at an apple tree. There might be five hundred apples on the
tree, but each apple has just ten seeds. That's a lot of seeds!

We might ask, "Why would you need so many seeds to grow just a few more
apple trees?"

Nature has something to teach us here. It's telling us: "Not all seeds
grow. In life, most seeds never grow. So if you really want to make
something happen, you had better try more than once."

This might mean:
You'll attend twenty interviews to get one job. You'll interview forty
people to find one good employee. You'll talk to fifty people to sell
one house, one car, one vacuum cleaner, one insurance policy, or a
business idea. And you might meet a hundred acquaintances just to find one
special friend .

When we understand the "Law of the Seed", we don't get so disappointed.
We stop feeling like victims. We learn how to deal with things that happen
to us.

Laws of nature are not things to take personally. We just need to
understand them - and work with them.

IN A NUTSHELL
Successful people fail more often. But they plant more seeds.

When Things Are Beyond your control, here's something that you must NOT DO
so as to be happy: You must not decide how you think the world SHOULD
be. You must not make rules for how everyone SHOULD behave. Many times,
such thoughts can bring you spiraling down into more unhappiness.

On the other hand, let's say you expect that:
Friends SHOULD return favours.
People SHOULD appreciate you.
Planes SHOULD arrive on time.
Everyone SHOULD be honest.
Your husband or best friend SHOULD remember your birthday.

These expectations may sound reasonable. But often, these things won't
happen! So you end up frustrated and disappointed.

There's a better strategy. Demand less, and instead, have preferences!
For things that are beyond your control, tell yourself:
"I WOULD PREFER "A", BUT IF "B" HAPPENS, IT'S OK TOO!"
You prefer that people are polite.. but when they are rude, it doesn't
ruin your day.
You prefer sunshine.. but if it rains, it is ok too!

To become happier, we either need to:
a) Change the world, or
b) Change our thinking.
It is easier to change our Thinking!

IN A NUTSHELL
It is not the problem that is the issue, but rather it is your attitude
attending to the problem that is the problem. It's not what happens to
you that determine your happiness but rather how you think about what
happens to you!

geek!

Belle, err Isabelle Daza in ACTION

Posted by fumoon at 10:23 AM on May 28, 2004.

Belle Daza: "welcome to McDonalds ma'am, how may I help you?"

WAHAHAHAHAHA!!! can you just imagine belle daza say that? hahaha!! laugh trip mehn, seryoso pa ampu! wahah... well, here's the other picture we took of belle.

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Starbucks

Posted by fumoon at 10:37 AM on May 28, 2004.

i missed work yesterday. haha... that's all i've got to say. but hey, i guess it was worth it missing my first day and probably my last. hahaha... well, see, i didn't exactly want to be in a BORING discussion forum. haha... goes to show how tamad i can be.

today before going to class i plan to go to starbucks in salcedo. wala lang. i haven't been there for a while. in salcedo i mean. so might as well go there, right?

hrm.... i can't wait for school to start i swear!!!

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err... cat and yumi and bear

Posted by fumoon at 06:41 PM on May 28, 2004.

doods, i don't know how to work this thing. kaya sorry nalang kayo. replies ko dito. haha.. di ako marunong magreply sa comments ninyo. or whatever you call it.

cat, i work for pink magazine. haha! no pay lang nga. but hey, it's an experience. haha!

yumi, nililito mo ako. si gagong PAST pinaasa ako. he was so fucking sweet pa and all. pota, in the end he didn't want to be in a relationship pala. boys. i hate boys. haha... as if! basta that's how the PAST broke my heart. pero hey, we're friends naman eh. haha!!! err....

bear, si belle laugh trip talga. you should pass by one time after school. pagtawanan mo siya sa mukha niya. hahaha! sabihin mo, belle daza ampu! nasa mcdo! haha!!

yumi ano ba, i have school pa on monday. ay wait wala pala. sa wednesday pala we're watching err harry potter if you want to come. haha!! err, i don't want to go to review cause it's so fucking boring mehn!!! kahit nandun si blue and boring ampu. kahit si orange boring. haha... di man nagsasalita yun eh. haha!!! tapos sa school masmasaya. haaha...

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the roasa sisters

Posted by fumoon at 09:17 PM on May 28, 2004.

i woke up thinking whether or not i should go to review class since i didn't get to study. hey it wasn't my irresponsibility damn it. anyway, i turned on the computer and for once this week i got to mirc before miguel!! WAHAHAHA!!! lakers won, but i didn't care cause i got OP!!! haha...

so anyway, i went to school. for once i was early. SO PROUD!! *bow* when i got there, there were about 5 people palang. haha, nice!!! and i was dressed in pambahay. haha...

we took the test. man it was long and damn hard!!! they gave us an hour for a math. 75 items man!!!! ho humm. 30 minutes for reading comprehension with really long stories damn it. haha!! i got oh SO low!!!

anyway, trina amil and i were hungry so we headed to power plant and guess who we saw!!! marla jian and mercedes!!!! i haven't seen marla for such a LONG time!!!! and merc too!!! si jian, well i see him every time i go there. haha! wala lang.

we went up to the movie theater to buy some popcorn and we saw a few incoming sophies. there was an INFLUX of sophies!!! it was like sophie day or something. haha! so anyway, so after buying the popcorn we all had to leave. walking from the movie house we saw boogie and michael! those snobs didn't even mind us!! tsk tsk!!

instead of playing soccer as planned, i went back home and did some errands for my mom. went to the grocery and all those crap. it was fun i guess!!! hehe...

got home chatting now. that's it. haha. boring boring day.

weird. i was chatting with my star's younger sister and how i hate her. that's it.

geek!

WAHAHAHA

Posted by fumoon at 10:01 PM on May 28, 2004.

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geek!

i can't believe it.

Posted by fumoon at 11:57 PM on May 28, 2004.

err, "what's done is done" that's what boogie told me today. i don't know why she told me what she did. part of me is glad she did, but a bigger part of me is just so mad. so angry. so hurt. this explaing EVERYTHING. why they'd always text. why they'd be together.

why is this week just full of HIM? him from the PAST. someone i shouldn't really be thinking about anymore. i've gone through the getting over phase and i'm OVER him. he's the PAST. he's DONE. but why is it that everyone and almost everything just reminded me of him? why?

why am i feeling this hurt? this, bullshit? why am i NOT mad? how could this have happened? how could you not have told me? why did you have to wait this long? why did you have to tell me NOW? it's been such a bad day already.

i don't know what i'm feeling right now. i don't know why this is happening. what is happening? please someone tell me.

how could i have been so fucking blind? why was i such a fucking fool? i was bullshitted. not only that, i was bullshitted by someone i thought i could trust. i KNEW i could trust. someone i thought was worthy of my friendship. someone who helped me get over that same HIM.

why was i such a fool? i helped her. i comforted her with that same guy. WHY THE FUCK DID I DO THAT?!

gago ulol putang ina mo. that helped. thanks paolo.

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Posted by fumoon at 11:58 PM on May 28, 2004.

boogie had nothing to do about the last entry.

geek!

May 29th, 2004

can we be friends with BENEFITS?

Posted by fumoon at 11:25 AM on May 29, 2004.

argh...

i couldn't exactly sleep last night. i'm sorry for not listening to you. you know who you are. i can't believe i was so argh. i didn't listen to you. you told me more than once but, no... i wouldn't believe it cause i thought that she wouldn't be so stupid as to go for someone who bullshitted me.

but you know what? for some freakin reason, i envy her. i envy that he still wants to be friends with her. i envy that he still says hi to her when they see each other. i envy that he wants to keep the friendship with her. he never did that to me. he doesn't even say hi to me anymore. and it hurts.

i don't know why it hurts to know all this. i don't know why i'm feeling this way. i shouldn't be mad at her. no i'm not mad at her as you may think. in fact, last night i wanted to send him an sms telling him what an ass he was for doing that to her. for bullshitting her like he did me.

i don't really care if my friends didn't tell me. i mean, i get it, they couldn't. they shouldn't. i get it.

i couldn't help but cry last night. i don't know why. as i said, i shouldn't really be affected. everything's happened. what's done is done.

thanks dino and boogie for last night!! i really needed that. you know, to talk to someone. again, thank you oh so much!!!

"it's all about the HE said SHE said BULLSHIT."

everything is suddenly so clear. you can't trust JUST anyone. it sucks to know that i even called you a "best friend" even though we weren't really best friends. punyemas. it's all so clear. that's why HE got mad at me. YOU told him. i TRUSTED YOU, i never thought you'd actually go tell him. good luck to you and whoever you are with right now. i know it's not HIM. now you know my hurt. now you know my pain.
Currently listening to: Almost Over - Limp Bizkit
Currently feeling: blah

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hurricane

Posted by fumoon at 09:57 PM on May 29, 2004.

It's been a bad day,
another bad day and all I want to do is look at you and know I'm okay.
From where I'm sitting these shoes ain't fitting and I'm walking backwards,
looking down, don't see the sky I see the ground.

Above
below you look and so you wonder,
where the time has gone of looking up, tomorrows on the way.
Above
below you look and so you say,
when I wake up in the morning is it 'gonna be another ugly day?

She sits in church its 2 pm and look whose back from work again.
I guess they thought your better off, without this life, without a job.
From where I'm sitting these shoes ain't fitting and I'm going nowhere,
killing time, just trying to feed my bleeding mind.

It's been a bad day,
another bad day and I cross my heart and hope to die
these dreams of yours are 'gonna fly.

Today wasn't exactly oh happy day nor was it the eleventh hour. It was more of bad though. I slept at around 3 because number 1 i couldn't sleep and number 2 i was talking to someone. and i'm really glad i talked to him. made me feel SO much better. thanks and err, sorry again!

i was awaken at around 9 am for breakfast. i was so full. and to think that i don't eat corned beef and garlic rice. it was gross. but my father would've gotten mad at me if i didn't eat.

start of the bad day... i wasn't allowed to go watch the polo sports fest. i know, i know. i didn't really wanna go cause mr. past was gonna be there. but hey, he would be playing and i wouldn't have needed to watch that. i could've just talked to orange.

i was still feeling down about yesterday. i didn't want to do anything all day. but i had to. ho humm...

went to power plant with my brother, mom and dad. i had to go to class with my brother. my gawd! i am not doing that again!!! it was so, ionno. i felt like barney after.

father dear was in a bad mood. or he had a migrane. basta yun. BAD TRIP. i hate it when he's masungit to me. he's such a grr... i didn't do anything then he gets all sungit. and you know me, little ms. paranoid. damn it.

we went to buy some school supplies and my dad bought these heavy boxes. yung tipong kung mahulog sa paa mo masakit. anyway... there were three boxes that i handed to my dad. i thought he got all three. but he didn't pala. so it fell on this old lady's foot. GRABE. she kept blaming me but i kept saying sorry. ang OA pa niya punyeta!! gusto ko siya sapakin mehn!!! so i left her.

we then went to shakey's for lunch. at around 3!!! i was so full afterwards!! father dear was okay already and brother dear was bratty. but hell, after eating all that, everyone was all good.

we went to the bookstore and met up with boogie and crissy. i love you guys!!! for some reason they helped make my day. seeing them after yesterday's little err... made me feel much much better!! thanks again you two!!! :D

i got home and everyone was so sungit. then i had all these work. ACK! it sucks. grabe. i don't know why i feel the wasy i do, i just feel like it. miserable.

Shake down you make me break
For goodness sake
I think I'm on the edge
Of something new with you
Shout out don't drown the sound
I'll drown you out
You'll never screan so loud
As I want to scream with you

Standing there with your smile blinding
Your eyes from seeing
My face as I'm dying
To figure out a girl
But she drifts so far away
I'm on her coast
So maybe I should stay
And map around your world

[Chorus]
So Don't Say
"These currents are still killing me"
And you can't explain
But the wind went and pulled me
Into the hurricane

Stand up don't make a sound
Your ears might bleed
There are sweet flourescent enemies
That live inside me
The world moves faster than I knew
Not fast enough to not creep up on you
And the space we put between
So pull me under your weather patterns
Your cold fronts and the rain don't matter
Becuase a sun burn's what I needed

[Chorus]

You don't do it on purpose
But you make me shake
Now I count the hours 'til you wake
With your babies breath
Breathe symphonies
Come on sweet catastrophe

Well, maybe this time I can follow through
I can feel complete
Stop paying dues
Stop the rain from falling
Keep my ocean calm
This time I know nothings wrong
Currently listening to: Bad Days - Something Corporate
Currently feeling: miserable

geek!

May 30th, 2004

YOU don't do it on purpose but YOU make me SHAKE

Posted by fumoon at 09:01 PM on May 30, 2004.

i am not an insomiac. i don't know why i can't sleep, i just can't. but that doesn't make me an insomiac. haha! labo.

wala akong kwento ngayon. haha! no classes tomorrow. yey. i was texting with best buddy dan lee kanina and he's joining us to watch harry potter on wednesday. i think he's bringing bingo or someone. ewan. or andrew. malay.

i woke up this morning thinking about whether or not i should stand up. haha. nice... actually no, i was thinking about hmmm... i'm trying to remember. ah! harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban. then i thought of something else. hmm... ah... *wink* malaking kalabuan nanaman.

err.... HE'S NOT MAD! or at least i think he's not. well, maybe i was being paranoid. haha... i'm glad that he's not mad. i can't stand when someone's mad at me. i get all crappy and insecure and shit.

i went to this bingo thing with my lolo kanina cause he had no one to go with. we went to casino filipino. that was my first time ever to enter a casino. they actually let me in!!!! but then, they took away my phone because it had a camera. and they took away my camera. damn it. i can't live without those two. 3 hours of boredom and getting a stiff neck. haay...

so there... that's pretty much my day. oh and i sent HER a text message kanina. wala lang. out of the blue. i just felt like it. i mean, like i said, i'm not mad at her naman eh.

later days!
Currently listening to: Hurricane - Something Corporate

geek!

May 31st, 2004

grabe mehn!

Posted by fumoon at 03:58 PM on May 31, 2004.

i woke up at 11:30 am with 6 sms messages and 3 missed calls. HAHA! one message was from tanya asking me if i wanted to watch a trumpets street dance show which i was not allowed to. mayumi mortel told me to add her in msn. please people she does not know how so have pity and add her (yumi_mortel@hotmail.com & yumimortel@yahoo.com). hrm... one text was from boogie telling me to wake up. haha! i forgot who the other 2 was from. anyway, the last text was the saddest text ever. it was from sir kiko. today's his last day in AC. it's really sad. he said "i'm gonna miss you guys". tangina i wanted to cry. i can't believe he's leaving. he's the best math teacher i've had. and he's a great friend. i'm gonna miss you sir kiko!!!!

after reading all 6 messages. i called boogie back. HAHA. sorry dood. sarap ng tulog ko eh. antok antok pa nga ako nun eh. HAHA!

so anyway... i took a bath. i was singing in the rain. labo. in the bathtub. haha! it was fun. i kept singing hurricane. HAHA! it's my new favorite song.

i went straight to the computer and started chatting. miguel and carlo were already in their class channel. but neither of them were op. HAHA! o well... carlo naman op ng class channel ko. dope!

crissy then sent me an image which i am now using for my live journal. hehe! thanks again cric!!!!

i ate lunch. texting with one of my classmates from ahead. (NO YUMI NOT ORANGE. HELL NO.) then went back to the computer and started chatting with mayumi who left our conversation without even saying good bye. RUDE.

then i went on chatting with sha. all i can say is, "there's a rainbow always after the rain". life's full of challenges not always do we get what we want. but don't despair my dear... my faith in you is clear. i love you sha sha shamir!!!!!

i was chatting with meagan and we talked about actually, we were more like planning my trip to california next year. HAHA! i'll be there in time for her prom and she's bringing my to knott's berry or something like that. and to california adventure!! yehey!! we're gonna scream our lungs out riding all the roller coaster. that would be fun. but i don't think it can beat enchanted kingdom. HAHA!

then i was chatting with carlo who made me into a shrink. 20 pesos per hour dood. haha! labo. ang sakit ng ulo ko.

mamaya nalang yung iba. nakakatamad na eh. magbabasa pa ako ng harry potter. HAHA!
Currently listening to: Hurricane - Something Corporate
Currently feeling: bored

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What I think the STARS did this summer... I KNOW HOW TO EDIT YUM

Posted by fumoon at 07:32 PM on May 31, 2004.

I need to put numbers so that I won't lose myself. HEHE. Here we go. Don't take this seriously ha! I'm just, err, BORED. HAHA!

1. Nicole (of course i have to start with myself!) - nothing. HAHA! read harry potter. work. "study". get heart broken. annoy mayumi mortel. get hyper. write blogs. text. play video game.

2. Crissy - go out? HAHA! get dark by pouring coca cola all over her body. decorate her summer-y binder. write blogs. swim in my house. go to EK.

3. Tanya - chat. SAT review. get senti. go shopping. get dark. see happy crush. celebrate her birthday. GO OUT. gymnastics. think of happy crush. write blogs. think of cali. talk to Pia (lucky bitch!). GO OUT.

4. Maiqui - nobody knows. HAHA! err... play badminton. play badminton. play badminton. HAHA! go out every saturday. baptism of Javier. Luke 18. sign up for Live Journal.

5. Mayumi - think of VON. act like a GIRL. see mr. hottie. remind me of my pass. discover how to use msn and ym. get tabulas. drink starbucks in katipunan. get her student's license DAW. go to canada and the US and miss out on all the fun here. i saw von a couple of times pa naman.

6. Kaye Ang - watch Hervacio. think of LUIS. HAHA. hang out with PAIR. Kaye is in love. watch rep and not invite me.

7. Anaissa - moooooooo....

8. Jiza - think of HAHA. talk to HAHA. sleep late. LSS. MTB. MSA review. yey. make a friendtest that i perfected.

9. Bear - roar...

10. Pia - party all night and day. HAHA. go everywhere in california. go out with the aysees. despedida.

11. Pau - go to Japan (lucky biatch!). CASA HEAD!!!!!!!!

12. Paula - nobody knows... get her driver's license. or is it student's?

13. Catey - i don't know.

14. Kim - celebrate her birthday.

15. Anne - has anyone contacted her? is she back yet?

16. Alex - buntis nanay niya. doesn't that disturb you lexie? not go out. manage Out of the Blue (OH YEAH!).

17. Ginjie - go out. go to the beach. hang out with HIM (change the H). party?

18. Ysa - get out of school. go to the US. study again. NERD. HAHA! watch basketball games. hang out with me.

19. Annie - see her prom date. hang out with HAHA. study. study. chat for a while then leave.

20. Jess - good question.

21. Rita - go to Japan (another lucky biatch!!). latin. dance. stress herself. that's pretty much it.

22. Cams - where's my book?

23. Casey - lost.

24. Roanna - go to Sri Langka. go out. come back. cheer camp. appear on be seen on MTV. see mimic. haay. make her clark kent costume.

25. Fran - i don't know.

26. Freyja - write? draw? review class.

27. Belle Daza - work in McDonalds Greenbelt and getting some mullah. we visited her. NICE ONE!

28. Gelie - how are you?

29. Rhiza - chat. get weirded out by this dood who weirded me out too. HAHA. take care of her brother.

30. Kristine - are you still pink?

31. Olivia - lumabas. rockwell.

32. Lizzie - where there's Olivia there's a Lizzie. see the Rooney CD in O.

33. Kim - celebrate her birthday. did you people remember that?

34. Polly - soccer. MSA review. didn't pretend that I was the 1st to greet her on my birthday to make me happy. dope. go to beaches.

35. Arta - nawawalang kambal.

36. Amanda - I saw her. ONCE.

37. Hyra - nawala. pumuntang states. snob.

38. Vea - naghahanap ng kapalit ni Mayo. HAHA. RJ na daw ngayon. next month iba nanaman.

39. Meggie - nagtagalog. nagkarron ng friendster, SA WAKAS!

--> ang sakit na ng ulo ko.

40. Mia - star star moommy!!! i have no idea. she hardly goes on line. i've been more in contact with your prom date.

41. Jamie - RAULE. kumain ng hotdog. (batang alvin)

42. Margie - hmmm...

43. Gener - magtext ng quotes.

i repeated someone. HAHA... woops.
Currently listening to: Hurricane - Something Corporate

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