I am 17 years old and I spend all my days in front of the computer. Either that or I busy myself by contemplating about the many mysteries of life and daydreaming. My parents are starting to think that I am anti social outcast because I haven’t been going out to the mall with my friends. And if I ever did go out, they’d think that I was eye balling with someone I’ve met over the net. Every morning, I wake up to the music of Barney which my less than one year old brother watches every single day. Funny thing is, he has about 9 videos yet he watches one same video every day. When I was a child, I was frightened by the thought of a purple dancing dinosaur singing nursery songs and doing African American dance moves. Ironically I am a frustrated singer who happens to be the lead vocalist of a band called Bladder Burst. We once wrote a song about going to the grocery and buying hamburgers with our dog which one day we hope will hit the billboard charts. We constantly dream of having our own album with our first single, “Pop Tarts”, all thanks to the Yahoo Messenger game. In my high school life, I’ve never had a boyfriend yet, I’ve had a “thing” with about 4 guys, all of which (I’m thinking) left me for another girl who is probably much prettier and much funnier, but I tell you she will not laugh at your corny jokes the way that I just fall off my seat cracking up because of them. I love to skateboard. Although I don’t think my pink skateboard loves me. I am one of the most accident prone people you may ever meet. I manage to hit my head every night on the same spot of my bed’s head board. Don’t ask why, I just accidentally hit it. I am a useless Luker. I have not gone back to Luke 18 for about a year. It makes me feel old when I see them because I don’t know how the people I should know. In the whole 16 years of my life I have managed to perfect 3 Filipino Unit Tests and still can’t talk very good Tagalog. Although I like to think I can. I am not the best person to ask advice from because the only thing I’d say would be “that’s wapak” and give you a hug. In my whole life I have finished 2 video games. One would be The Lord of the Rings: Two Towers. I was able to save all of Middle Earth in less than 8 hours on New Years’ Eve. The other would be The Rugrats which is probably the stupidest video game ever made by man. It frustrated me. I once was given the opportunity to play Lady Viola in my 7th Grade’s class rendition of William Shakespeare’s “Twelfth Night”, which in my opinion, I ruined. My voice cracked the moment I opened my mouth to sing “On My Own.” We ranked three out of three. I am in a bi-section class who of course are just kidding around, yet at one point I begin to think that they’re taking lesbianism seriously. Every lunch time we turn off the lights and turn our classroom into a disco by dancing to the sounds of “Get Busy” by Sean Paul or “Ignition (Remix)” by R. Kelly with our ever so famous Belle Daza step. People think that I am some kind of a fool for wanting to go to Enchanted Kingdom every night. My love for Enchanted Kingdom has no boundaries and I would live there if I could. I think it is the happiest place on earth. I once ate so much tacos and popcorn that I ended up with my head inside the trash can after riding the Space Shuttle for the first time. I admit that I have a bad fashion sense which makes me look stupid when I go out with the Aysees. I like wearing caps and rubber shoes. When I bought my first and only skirt, my friends and family members congratulated me. I once wore my skirt to my review class and my friends just looked at me in a weird way. My friends and I act like ditzes sometimes and we plan to go to the mall all together and enter all the stores to scare away its costumers. I have managed to reach a score of 412 playing a Japanese internet dating game called Hirara. And no one has beaten that score. I am a hard core Spurs fan, who dreams of getting married to Manu Ginobili with Krispy Kreme donuts as the desert for our wedding. Now that’s wapak!
I noticed that a lot of people have been commenting here lately so I've decided to post a little something.
Thank you very much for your comments. They've been very much appreciated. 
Thank you for the good things that you've said about the song I wrote back in high school.
*sigh* I just wish that I could write again.
The Chugga Song!
Hey ________, you’re a real cool cat!
You’ve got a lot of this, you’ve got a lot of that!
But don’t be afraid of the boogey man!
Just stand up and Chugga as fast as you can!
Chugga [Up, down, left, right]
haha! i got that from merk's blog. i can't believe you memorize it man!!!
KJWAN GIGS!
JUNE 10: Le Pavilion, Manila
JUNE 10: Party Central, QC
JUNE 16: Conspiracy Bar, QC
JUNE 18: El Pueblo
JUNE 22: Absinthe Bar, Greenbelt 3
JUNE 25: Valenzuela Astrodome
JUNE 26: World Trade Center, Pasay
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the gig last night was superly duperly fun!!!!!!! thanks to the people who let us stay in front of them! haha.. carla, reggie, franz.. and that guy we didn't even know! thanks thanks thanks SO SO much!!!!
morning was super tiring because of org tours but i had a great time! i have a great english block!!! english will be super fun this year because of each person in that block!! even if half of it is from block B! haha..
i met new friends again. saab, cara, zoe, sassa, april.. just to name a few. and finally saw kamae! and met alex!!! we've super got to hang out one time!!! it was great seeing you guys last night!! and thank you alex for the picture!! hehe.. :D
and i've found a new partner in everything. haha! bea! cause we rock! oh yeah uhuh, we rock! hahaha..
last night, i was a total fan girl. hahaha!! wah!! i had such a great time, i swear!!!! it was fun (albeit exhausting) going through the crowd and having to smell the stench of everybody taller than me and pau. but in the end, it was so worth it!
got home. tired. sleepy. hungry. but it was allllll worth it.
pia called up and we talked for awhile. she's got an accent now. but she can still speak great tagalog. i also talked to ben while my hair dried up. haha.. thanks love! i'll see you later! 
kjwan played really well last night!! but too bad it was short!!! but i had a super great time. man, i can't stop saying that!!! haha!!
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belated happy birthday Z! mahal kita!
i wrote a song. don't laugh at it. it hasn't been polished. i need to jam with the band soon! anyway, tell me what you think.
Moment's Gone
I've been dreaming of a moment
To tell you how much I care and how I love you
But I'll never have that moment
Cause you don't see me and you've found another to love you
I'll get over this
And you will never know that I fell for you
It's times like these that make me miss you
You'll never see me the way that you see her
I can't go on
My love is gone
I've been dreaming of a moment
When you'll tell me that I'm the only one you love
But I'll never have that moment
Cause you don't know me and I can't admit that I love you
I'll get over this
And you will never know what I felt for you
It's times like these that make me miss you
You'll never see me the way that you see her
I can't go on
My love is gone
It's times like these that make me miss you
You'll never see me the way that you see her
I can't go on
My love is gone
I can't go on..
I can't go on now that you're gone..
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inspired by who? i have no idea. maybe z has an idea. haha!
Pick ONE word from each pair that you think describes me the best and leave it in the comments.
Then copy this and post it in your own journal to see how your friends view you.
* dominant or submissive
* logical or intuitive
* social or loner
* kinky or vanilla
* cute or sophisticated
* kitten or puppy
* warm flannel sheets or sleek satin
* leader or follower
* quiet or talkative
* spontaneous or planned
* teddy bear or porcelain doll
* hiking or window shopping
* tequilla or vodka
* top or bottom
* barefoot or shoes
* jeans or slacks
* tender or rough
* aware or dreamy
* nerd or jock
* fast driver or slow driver
* bad boy or philosopher
* movies or television
* classic or novel
* prude or liberated
* chaotic or organized
now how i'm wishing i'm that model right there! the fairy tale i'll never have.. *sigh*
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on relationships.. (break ups actually)
alex potter: but i mean we all know that wen we get into relationships...love comes with pain
alex potter: and what goes up, must come down
*sigh* true. that is why i will not get into a relationship any time soon. i don't want to get hurt. unless it's vic of course. bwahahah!
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after watching star wars for the second time, i still want to watch it again. plus, i didn't get killed today so it's fine. haha.. labo!
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wah.. i still hate relationships no matter what. well, as of now atleast.
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that's it for now. if anyone has pictures of vic mercado please send some to me. it's not that easy to look for! hehe..
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asado out.
i liked the dress. ez likes the model. haha!
who's that drom goddess? bwahahaha!! as if! i will soon rock drum mania. SOON.
i found some pictures from my dad's camera worth posting.
okay so this wasn't from my dad's camera. i have no idea where i got this.
graduation. i miss my ninang jinky! i sure hope she'll be here for my birthday.
tg and i at my place before ball. i love my dress! and i had a great ball date.
well, that's about it. hehe..
